What to say, what to say.....

Hey guys, how's it going? I hope all is superb with all of you. I am doing alright I guess, haven't been doing too much. I haven't got a job yet, I have no motivation whatsoever to ever get one.... so that's not good. I'm having a hard time being away from you guys. I have been away from justin for about a week and a half, and it's been really tough. People have changed here so much. My brother is completely different, I don't know him anymore. My friends, I just don't know how to explain them, I love them so much, but it's like I changed in one direction and they changed in the complete opposite direction. Sometimes I just don't know what to say to them. Because of all the changing I am so anti social and never really want to go anywhere. It's not a pretty situation. Justin in just waiting on a job here, my dad is hooking him up with a job and as soon as he gets one he is going to fly out and live here. We already have a place for him to live and everything is working out great, but pray that I'll have patience for him getting this job. I miss him so much. I listen to Numa Numa way to much now, most the time I almost cry. I just miss being hugged constantly, loved, and prayed for. YOu guys have been the most amazing friends I have ever had and I am sorry that I didn't put more effort into friendships with some of you when we were there. I am really excited for all you guys to come out to briercrest. It appears that Justins' family will be out there next year so that's cool, and all you guys can come into regina on the weekends and chill. I am so excited. I love being a hostess! Anyways, this is my blabbering on post, just to say I miss you all. I hope all is well. Please keep me in your prayers. Love you always. Charissa