Monday, August 28, 2006

I dont know where I am

hey guys (and girls), well its me again, I have antoher prayer request for you guys. in the last 2 days alot has happened to me that i dont even know where to begin. i may as well just down and out admit that right now im spiritually depressed. theres things going on in my life that i cant even really work up the nerve to talk to some of my best friends. but hey theres always God right? i just dont know how to pray right now, i feel like God has the answers and all that and i know he does but he just isnt tellin me whats up. the joy i know i have inside of me, the kind that makes me smile through thick and thin is gone. i just dont know where i am in life right now. i feel like i need to talk to someone and i dont know who to go to. i dont even know what else to write......

3 Comments:

Blogger DERKSON said...

haha, well im doin alot better actaully, i mean its not like the joy inside of me will EVER go away!
But if you could plese keep prayin for me

1:37 p.m.  
Blogger s said...

aww derkson!
sorry to hear your not doing so well.
you may or maynot be experiencing kaleo part 2... the after effects. If it comforts you any a bunch of kaleo 1s & 2s have already gone through all this.

learning to come out of such a rich and unique communal experience and what and how to get on with life.

I'm gonna encourage you to go through k2s archives to exactly a year ago and look through sept-december i think. If any of that stuff strikes a chord maybe thats what's going on.
over and out

2:37 p.m.  
Blogger DERKSON said...

your awesome Sarah but lemme tell you God def prepped me for this, I wasnt down about Kaleo, it was something else, but hey who cares, its over, oh and please email me your phone number I got some news for you about a place for next year and maybe a possible buddy to hang out with and show you around town*

once again, thank you!

ps. Ive already been through k2's posts in that time, hehe, Im doin awesome now anyways..peace*

11:00 p.m.  

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