oh hi

hey guys, i guess i haven't really posted in awhile and i haven't talked to a whole lot of you, so i just thought i'd give you guys an update on how i am and whats going on. So, we just finished our first intermediate camp(i think at qwanoes its called junior high...kids about 10-13) and before that we had a junior camp and before that was squirt camp(basically, like 5-9 year olds but its just for a weekend)so thats whats been going on so far and the next camp starts tomorrow. So Andrew Haws got here today and he's going to spend the week counseling up here, so thats exciting. and we get to go to WilderNess, so thats really exciting...i think i explained what that is to most of you, but anyways, its got no power, running water or anything like that, so its basically make your own fun camp. i really like it. we get to build fires a lot too. so yea, thats whats new for camp like things, so i guess i can tell you guys how i've been. For the first while here and the while after marissa left(not that it was you fault or anything marissa, im not blaming you!) till just before camp started i wasn't doing to good. I missed you all a lot and i got really lonely sometimes..not that there weren't tons of people, but they weren't the right people i guess. to be completely honest, i may have cried on a couple of occasions, especially on the phone or right after being on the phone. but then dave horton told me that if i didn't make new friends i would probably have that problem for a long time...so i started making an effort and it has gradually gotten better, also the distraction of campers helps, but still i do think about you guys all the time and miss you all tons. i am having fun though and getting to know new people and getting to know old people better and i am enjoying it, but there are a lot of moments that i just wish i was with all of you. i am doing better though. but i should be getting to bed, ill hopefully talk to you all soon though. Heart you all